egl journey part 0

 

 

ohhhhh yeah. this blog shall have a purpose again. perhaps. anyway, no one will read it. will saying "lolita" increase or decrease my chances of anyone reading this blog?? idk why im calling it a journey like umm ok what is the destination?  the better question is why am i doing this? why did this urge surface? well, i do love j-fashion, and the obsession gets strong sometimes, but... there's no community for j-fashion in halifax (someone made one a couple years ago but there were never any events)  and there's very little online (but maybe it's all on discord ) and not much is to my taste, and other than sexpot revenge, all the brands that used to make cool stuff stopped doing that... anyway you know im bored, lonely, have too much extra money, and decided to (maybe) keep my hair "longer" again so i guess it makes me want to dress cute in a girly way MAYBE. 

also this is the worst time ever to suddenly become interested in lolita, both on a personal level and maybe in general, with how burando quality seems to have fallen, and the second-hand market seems kinda ass (really not much better than the CC punk section situation i suppose). but also personally i am on a boat and can't wear anything fun and can't receive packages BUT THAT HASN'T STOPPED ME from making stupid purchases on CC.

i was only going to buy one main piece until i could try it on and see how i feel but nooooo. my dumb (and obsessive) ass has bought two jsks and a skirt. STUPID! but i want to believe it's fine because pst me was interested in lolita. in two separate time periods... so does that mean that if i was truly interested,  i would have kept being interested in it continuously, even though i couldn't wear it? but what if i had prioitised it over anime figures and cosplay and whatever else? what if i did buy an usakumya with my grad money in 2013? well, maybe i wouldn't've even kept it,  just like my stupid cardigan i bought off livejournal a million years ago AAAAAAAAA i need to re-acquire it. every sold listing for that cardigan is cheap like noooooo anyway kicking myself for my impossible minimalist dreams and constantly revolving interests and being kinda depressed and shittttttttt in the mid 2010s. kinda. just a little bit. cod idfk like what am i

no wait, i said that in the first paragraph - bored and lonely YAHOOOO buying expensive japanese clothes will not fix that just because they have more ribbons on them than my h.anarchy shit but ykno. anyway, stay untuned for my fake christmas special in just over a week

 

 

my ssd is not plugged in

 ...so yeah. i finally watched evil dead. the evil dead? idk. i don't care. at first it was like Wow! Olden times straight teenagers hanging out in the middle of nowhere! never seen that before! (i have. it's called texas chainsaw massacre) wow this is just like cabin fever but from the 80s <-- would a true horror fan shoot me for saying this???? but then honestly it did start getting better and was actually pretty alright. big fan of it NOT having a final girl big fan of having a dude be the final girl. it really didn't feel like it was low budget, it seemed normal. like campy, yeah, but. it's from the 80s.

also i have watched saw 2 and saw 3. saw 2 was so long ago, i can't believe i didn't write about it here. i feel like it wasn't as good as the first one, but the house really set it apart from the first movie so it was kinda nice that it was so different. the main thing i remember is the needle pit. :\  and the door gun lol.

saw 3 wasn't that long ago. i liked when that guy was getting drowned in pig juice. sooooo gross but so funny. can't say the same for frozen lady. and wozzname that old moid sure did puke i think and i feel like there was another guy who puked at some point but i forget lol.

more spr posting

 might add more that i really like as i find them... the journey thru the sexpot revenge blog. a goldmine. not a landmine but i was thinking that

random sexpot revenge artwork

yeaaaaah. stolen from their old ameblog. by the way i watched saw ii at some point but it was a long time ago. i was going to watch saw iii last night but i didn't.

horrorshow

 have this hetalia picture because why not. it's dark out early now so it's easier to watch movies. i watched hellraiser 2 and saw tonight and it's not even that late yet. hellraiser 2 felt like a really nothing movie. somehow the first hour passed really quickly. the effects somehow reminded me of the original star trek even though i haven't watched that in years but. i feel like star trek TOS had really stupid looking effects. 

saw was fine i guess. yay male suffering. but idk it wasnt really good enough. and did adam have any chance at getting rescued or not. it was too vague. idk if i wanted him to die or not. at some points the movie was really interesting but sometimes it felt really boring. idk.

also a longer amount of time ago i watched terrifier 2, even though i didn't like the first one. the second one was better in some ways but worse in some ways. at least it had more of a plot. it's pretty forgettable other than that part. it seems like ppl always mention the salt but the salt was the least awful part of that scene. i kinda wanted to stop watching the movie but also i was like no. and i was glad i didnt stop watching since that was the worst part. :\ but i feel like sienna had some cool moments of attacking art at least. but i cant really remember. idk if i should watch the third one.

btw the only movie on welcome to horrorwood i haven't watched is the evil dead so i need to watch that. silver scream has more i haven't watched though...

i am still watching horror movies

 

obviously none of them are as good as death note. the last one i watched was final destination. does that even count as a horror movie? if i had to say a good thing about this movie it was that i liked when tony todd was there - but if i hadn't previously seen candyman then he would have just been some random guy. also claire's first outfit was pretty hot but it feels fucked up to say that since her character is supposed to be a high schooler but based off all these other movies i assume the actress was not a teenager but ???? anyway the all black look and showing that tiny amount of skin was great. even tho wearing a slightly too short top is pretty annoying like if you're actually wearing it

also before that i watched terrifier. i didn't really think the effects were all that fancy. and it felt pretty stupid. is it really better to go inside some creepy building with some guy to take a piss vs doing it outside at night while wearing a dress????? i don't think so. the lady with the doll made it seem like they were trying way too hard. why was she even in the building. what was the purpose of any of the areas of the building. like i can't say there was anything i liked about terrifier. work of art by ice nine kills is pretty good tho.

swag swag swag etc

 

my blog has a non-zero amount of views. but it's close to zero. did someone come to my blog looking for the petekey truth. honestly i just wanted to post this picture from world of gays. 

i never wrote about candyman on here but actually that's one of the best horror movies i have watched. it's nice to have a horror movie that takes place in a city. unlike texas chainsaw massacre. i watched the old version of it in theatre for a special event thing. it really was different from the 2000s one. savages by ice nine kills is definitely way more relevant to the original movie LOL. but tcm is still really whatever to me. well the 2000s one with the guy getting hooked was better i think but i like the hitchhiker in the older one more i suppose.

but anyway candyman yeah it was good because it was easier to care about the characters more than most horror movies. but then there was a point where i started thinking the mc was pretty dumb. the scene where she's going to her car is that point lol it amuses me that the most important white guy character in the movie is cheating pedo husband who is significantly more hateable than the "antagonist" also the scenes in that abandoned apartment were so creepy like i was actually scared hahaha